Even though you’re in a lot of pain right now, give yourself some distance between thoughts and action. Make a promise to yourself: “I will wait 24 hours and won’t do anything drastic during that time.” Or, wait a week.
I will not elaborate how much I lost and how old I am because it does not matter.
I’ve just returned from bookies, playing on slot machines all evening I lost my rent, bills and few months worth of food and the worst part is that I know I’ve done wrong, and I swear I’ll never do it again. But it always ends up the same – I’ll get up tomorrow and start believing that I can make my loses back!
It breaks my heart, I feel like losing my beloved girlfriend, family, friends. I could do everything for them,but I can’t stop gambling!. I hope they will understand one day how I feel. I want to be just like one of them, but now I’m giving up.
I have an impression that I fucked up my short life, I’m only 21! I hate my life! I want to die!
How to start a new life!?